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annerb ([personal profile] annerb) wrote2007-05-22 07:35 pm
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Fic: Brave New World (Gen)

I'm back!  *waves*  Had a very nice trip, but am v. happy to have the internets once more.  And just in time to get the [livejournal.com profile] sd_ficathon  entry posted (here)!  I had a really hard time with this one, but it is finally done!  And I am currently not signed up for a single ficathon.  *eyes [livejournal.com profile] sjficathon  and [livejournal.com profile] apocalypse_kree *  Must resist.

Title: Brave New World
Author: Annerb
Recipient: [profile] pepper_field
Prompt: Sam and Daniel show how they could totally RULE THE UNIVERSE TOGETHER BWAHAHAHAAA, if they so chose. Funny or dark, I don't mind.
Category: Angst, Sam/Daniel friendship, ‘Threads’ post-ep of sorts
Rating: Safe for Everyone
A/N: Not sure this is what she meant…but I hope you like it, Pepper!  Special thanks to Ayiana for her leet beta skillz.


Brave New World

“Have you ever thought that you might do a much better job running the planet?” Daniel asks one evening after the sun has long since abandoned the sky.

Sam’s lying in the grass a few meters away and has to crane her neck to judge the seriousness of the question.  A few drinks have been consumed in the course of the evening, but when she looks up at Daniel, who appears upside down above her sitting in a chair on the deck, she notices his hands are as steady as his gaze.

“Sure, all the time,” she says, letting her neck press back into the cool grass.  “Though I usually think bigger.  The whole Universe.”

Daniel snickers and she feels yet another jolt of adrenaline at the familiar sound.  He’s been back less than a week and she constantly has to remind herself that of all the things lost recently, he is not one of them. 

If she’s completely truthful, the whole ‘not really dead but ascended’ riff had never been of particular comfort to her.  Maybe it’s a spiritual shortcoming on her part, but she prefers solid and here to glowy and vaguely elsewhere.  And somehow, this time, she likes to think that he’s come back even more solid than before, because this time he doesn’t look through her.

She curls her fingers into the lawn and breathes, concentrating on the soft buzz of not enough sleep and a bit too much beer.

“I’d make all museums and libraries free to the public,” Daniel says.

“What?” Sam asks, distracted by the effort of keeping her mind safely blank.

“If I ruled the Universe.”

“Ah,” she says.  “I’d install Asgard beaming technology and naquadah generators to stop global warming.”  She tries not to sound like she’s actually given this too much thought, but she knows without looking that Daniel is smiling at her rapid answer.  “And maybe make flags the compulsory dress code at the SGC,” she adds with a smirk.

Daniel pelts her with pretzels in retaliation.  “Import the nothan plant from PC4-823,” he shoots back.

“God, kids would actually eat their vegetables.” Sam drools a little remembering the green bean-like plant that tastes like chocolate pudding.  “A holiday where only motorcycles are allowed on the roads.”

“Outlaw MREs.”

Sam laughs.  “Why do all of yours have to do with food?”

“Yours are all technology!”  The warmth in his tone erases any imagined indignation and they fall into silence for a while, Sam munching thoughtfully on confiscated pretzels.

“I’d require bad guys to wear black hats.  Just for clarity’s sake,” Sam eventually says.

“It wouldn’t be all that difficult of a thing to do,” Daniel replies.  It takes her a moment to realize that he doesn’t mean her wardrobe requirements for villains, and she feels her pulse accelerate in reaction.

“It really wouldn’t,” she agrees, craning her neck to look at Daniel again, but this time he is staring intently at her, all levity gone.  “I have plans,” she confesses.

“I know.”

Of course he does.  It’s in her nature to plan, to generate all the possible outcomes and prepare for them. Even the improbable ones.  She knows exactly how to gain control of the SGC, how to gain the upper hand against the top levels of command.  Every extreme situation has been considered.  They’re plans she never speaks of, because even inside her own head they proved to be too dangerous.

All humans desire power. It's just that most of them are never in a position to attain it.

“What sort of gods do you think we’d make?” she asks.

He doesn’t say anything, but she doesn’t really need him to.  They’re both in the unique position of having already had that particular fantasy played out in real time, and she belatedly realizes that this was the point of the little game from the onset.

It’s so like Daniel to come at something sideways.

“I remember what happened now, when I was an Ancient,” Daniel says, the creak of wood telling her he’s pushing back in the chair, everything just a little off balance.  “I tried to kill Anubis.  On Abydos.  But Oma stopped me.  I think that was the moment she realized I was never meant to be an Ancient.  My motives were pure…I was right to try.  But I was using my powers to manipulate the universe to suit myself.

“I never understood how the Ancients could be so hard-lined about non-interference, but now I wonder if they are so implacable because once you smudge the border even a little, it’s hard to ever stop.  It’s impossible to know what I might have become after that.”

But Sam knows what she might become in that situation thanks to Fifth and his obsession with having a Sam Carter of his very own.  They’ve all seen that ‘what if’ played out first hand, Daniel more than anyone.  Potential become cold, hard, metal flesh.

“She killed you,” she says, more a statement than anything else.  It’s a horrible suspicion that’s been crawling around in her mind since he first reappeared, looking a bit haggard but somehow much more human than ever before.

“Yes,” he says, no qualifiers or hedging, just the short, brutal truth.

Sam closes her eyes against the stars.  Somehow it feels as if she had been the one to do it, to strike Daniel down, and she wonders how he can even look at her. 

No matter how much people say the replicator wasn’t Sam, no matter how many times they absolved her of the crimes, she knows it’s not completely true.  The replicator was right, that capability is inside her.  Sam Carter with the Universe at her fingertips.  She suppresses a shudder and wraps her arms across her chest.

“You had plans, and maybe she even used some of them, but I bet you’ve never even written them down,” Daniel says.

“Does it matter?”

The legs of his chair set down on the deck with a solid thump.  “You of all people should understand the difference between capability and commitment.”

She thinks of all the impulses she has never acted on, the words and actions suppressed to training and control.  “The replicator thought it made me weak.”

Daniel stands up then, kicking off his shoes and stepping out on the lawn next to Sam. His face is serious and she can tell he’s working up towards something else, rolling the words around in his mind so they come out just right.

“I almost gave in to her,” he says after a while.  “Not because of the torture, but because for the merest moment I let myself believe she was you.  And the temptation of sharing all of that with you was almost more than I could bear.”

Sam wraps her hand around Daniel’s ankle, feeling his pulse beat slow and even.

“Does that make me weak?” he asks.

If it is a weakness, it’s not something unique to either of them.  She knows that the replicator’s kidnapping of Daniel was bred from her own deep-seated desire to share each new discovery with him.

She wonders what ever happened to the idea of detachment, the one thing SG-1 seems to fail at more than anything.

“I doubt there has ever been a team more compromised than SG-1,” she observes.

Daniel shrugs.  “Maybe that’s why we keep managing to do the impossible.”

She likes the idea that maybe their weakness for each other is the charm that keeps this delicate blue sphere spinning calmly under the cold stars.  It sounds right, like one of Daniel’s ancient stories that passes from tongue to tongue to stone and parchment stained with generations of fingers, the one constant to every culture on every planet: flawed people climbing over insurmountable odds.

“So…we shall remain powerless, flawed mortals then,” Sam says as if forming a pact.

He lies down in the grass next to her, his shoulder warm against hers.   “It’s probably for the best, nothan plants and global warming not withstanding.”

He holds out the bag of pretzels and she takes one, studying it the dim light. 

“Not that we couldn’t, say, figure out a way to improve the MREs,” she says, plans already building in her mind.  “In a purely non-‘ruling the world’ sort of way, of course.”

Daniel laughs, reaching for her hand in the soft spring of grass and squeezing it tightly.  “Anything’s possible.”

It really is, she thinks and suddenly that doesn’t seem so scary anymore.

Together, they observe the stars, letting the heavens slip by without them.

.fin.
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[identity profile] rowan-d.livejournal.com 2007-05-23 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
YAAYY!!:) You're back and you POSTED!:) Wheee!!! (And I got your email and will reply soon, but THANK YOU.) I didn't expect you to be able to post on time, it was such a pleasant surprise.:)

However, I can't let myself read until I finish mine.:(

Also, you have to sign up for the [livejournal.com profile] sjficathon. No, really. You have to. I mean, it's the LAST SEASON. You have to. Even I did.

[identity profile] annerbhp.livejournal.com 2007-05-23 01:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! I am pretty surprised I got it done myself, but I guess that is just a side benefit of REALLY long plane rides. Lol. You can imagine how gleeful I was to find that the deadline for the whole thing had been pushed back. Helped a lot with my ficathon guilt. (Why do we do these things to ourselves? And voluntarily?!)

Omg. You are pure evil, using your RowanPowers against me. sjficathon....hmmm.....

ARGH.
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[identity profile] holdouttrout.livejournal.com 2007-05-23 04:33 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, my gosh. This is quite possibly the Best. Fic. Ever. Or at least one of my all-time favorite Sam/Daniel fics. Because ruling the galaxy? So up their alley.

Eeep.

Equal parts funny, serious, and even a little fluffy.

*loves*

[identity profile] annerbhp.livejournal.com 2007-05-23 01:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow, thanks! Not what I was expecting to hear, especially when I was cursing at my screen over this thing, swearing NEVER to sign up for a ficathon again. Lol.

Hmmm...must be time to find another one, huh? :P
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[identity profile] holdouttrout.livejournal.com 2007-05-23 02:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes! Have you signed up for the sjficathon? Because...you should if you haven't.

:-)

[identity profile] annerbhp.livejournal.com 2007-05-23 03:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Just did.

Man, I am so weak. :)
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[identity profile] holdouttrout.livejournal.com 2007-05-24 12:06 am (UTC)(link)
*glee*

Don't think of it as weakness; think of it as strength. For only by challenging ourselves can we truly know our strength.

/channel Oma

[identity profile] frbuffy.livejournal.com 2007-05-23 08:03 am (UTC)(link)
Good god!! you know how to make an entrance!!! So glad you're back and so glad you decided to come back with this amazing story...wonderful writing, incredible characterization.

Like one of Daniel’s ancient stories that passes from tongue to tongue to stone and parchment stained with generations of fingers, the one constant to every culture on every planet: flawed people climbing over insurmountable odds

It's so true...it reminds me of a sentence i've always loved. It was in the StarWars book, the first ones (the older...)and said by Leia Organa speaking about the rebels: "they were in the wrong place, at the wrong time, naturally they became heroes".
Thanks again for this great act of writing!! From me, you would get the "Palme d'Or" at Cannes.

[identity profile] annerbhp.livejournal.com 2007-05-23 01:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you, good to be back. Am I completely lame for having to google Palme d'Or? I'm pretty sure that act nullifies any coolness on my part. Lol. But thank you for the amazing compliment. :)

[identity profile] frbuffy.livejournal.com 2007-05-23 03:23 pm (UTC)(link)
You're not lame...you're just ... not french. It's pretty intense and important for us. Glad you like my comment and on the bonus side: you learned something...yeah!!

[identity profile] annerbhp.livejournal.com 2007-05-23 03:39 pm (UTC)(link)
You're not lame...you're just ... not french.

That made me laugh for AGES. I think I'll put that on a T-Shirt. Hahahah.

[identity profile] frbuffy.livejournal.com 2007-05-23 06:13 pm (UTC)(link)
LOLLLLLLL !!! Glad to hear that my frenchness (is that even a word??) made you laugh !!
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[identity profile] pepper-field.livejournal.com 2007-05-23 08:05 am (UTC)(link)
Woohoo! I get annerb fic! *feels v. privileged*

Loved it. I love the idea that Sam has plans, in her head, of how she could actually do all this stuff - she absolutely would, wouldn't she? And Daniel, love that his first order of business, if he ruled the universe, would be to make all museums and libraries free to the public, heehee. *g* Awww... so very them, and a beautiful last line, and... *squee!* Thank you!

[identity profile] annerbhp.livejournal.com 2007-05-23 01:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Eek! I must admit that writing for you added just another level of torment to the whole ficathon experience. Writing for someone you know and really like and respect is FREAKY! But I will calm now and tell myself that you liked it. Heheh.
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[identity profile] pepper-field.livejournal.com 2007-05-26 12:04 am (UTC)(link)
*blushes lots*
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[identity profile] loriel-eris.livejournal.com 2007-05-23 09:26 am (UTC)(link)
That is very cool. And if I think about just a little bit too hard, it's scary, and I think it's this paragraph that does it:

It’s in her nature to plan, to generate all the possible outcomes and prepare for them. Even the improbable ones. She knows exactly how to gain control of the SGC, how to gain the upper hand against the top levels of command. Every extreme situation has been considered. They’re plans she never speaks of, because even inside her own head they proved to be too dangerous.

But very cool.

[identity profile] annerbhp.livejournal.com 2007-05-23 01:59 pm (UTC)(link)
They are both very scary though, aren't they. We've seen glimpses of that here and there in the show. Kinda makes you wonder what it might take to push them over the edge. Sounds like a darkfic in the making. :)

Thank you!
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[identity profile] loriel-eris.livejournal.com 2007-05-23 08:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Sounds like a darkfic in the making.

It really is. The scary thing is that everything in the fic is true. And it's a very fine line that separates the Sam and Daniel on the show and what they could be. As you say, al it would take would be the right motivation, and not even very much of it.

[identity profile] lorettakay.livejournal.com 2007-05-23 03:41 pm (UTC)(link)
YAY! This was lovely. What a wonderful look into their friendship.

Glad you're home and well.

[identity profile] annerbhp.livejournal.com 2007-05-23 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! It's good to be home. Now if I could just get over the jet lag... :)

[identity profile] lorettakay.livejournal.com 2007-05-24 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
gah. Jet lag is horrible.

Last year, when we came home from Europe, hubby and I were getting up at like 5am for a week. Good luck with that.

[identity profile] maimat.livejournal.com 2011-01-08 03:19 pm (UTC)(link)
WHat a great conversation. I love their conversation, and that Sam has 'plans' and that Daniel knows. I love the non-angsty tone to this story.